Thursday, September 30, 2010

The will to keep going.

I have always been one of those girls to analyze everything. I’m that girl that sits down with a pro and con list and makes decisions. But when I really step back and look at everything..a pro and con list is not going to do much for me. My life has changed dramatically over the past month and nothing could have told me that, no list would help. I decided it was time just to enjoy life. Not to worry about the outcomes or anything. And where did that get me? You don’t wanna know. So after all of this talking in my head and trying to figure out life.. I decided on one thing... “When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. The faithful see the invisible, believe the incredible and then receive the impossible.” My opinion is God shows you bad to teach you good. He is in my heart and no matter what happens I know he is here. “If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.” When the tears begin to fall down my face, I say that to myself. I say that because I believe it and I believe it with passion. I have had some crappy things happen to me with family and relationships but in time..it has all been fixed and the new occurrences will be too. When your having that day when the world seems to be falling apart, say this to yourself.. know that everything is going to be okay, you have him walking beside you. I have had to deal with a lot of trust issues lately. Wether it be with myself or someone else. We all have a hard time trusting things, for many reasons. And when you begin to shut everything out because of these issues remember that “I trust life not because I trust the world, but because I trust the God who lives in my heart.” That’s what every person needs to live by. That is your answer to all of the trust issues you may have. Nothing or nobody is going to be perfect. Life is going to be amazing one week and crappy the next. Your going to gain wonderful people and then lose some. Your going to have to make difficult decisions and the chances of the outcomes being horrible are likely. But remember there is a plan. Whats hurting you today may not be hurting you tomorrow. Make decisions remembering those three quotes. “What you are today is because of the decisions you made yesterday.”

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