The will to keep going.

I have always been one of those girls to analyze everything. I’m that girl that sits down with a pro and con list and makes decisions. But when I really step back and look at everything..a pro and con list is not going to do much for me. My life has changed dramatically over the past month and nothing could have told me that, no list would help. I decided it was time just to enjoy life. Not to worry about the outcomes or anything. And where did that get me? You don’t wanna know. So after all of this talking in my head and trying to figure out life.. I decided on one thing... “When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. The faithful see the invisible, believe the incredible and then receive the impossible.” My opinion is God shows you bad to teach you good. He is in my heart and no matter what happens I know he is here. “If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.” When the tears begin to fall down my face, I say that to myself. I say that because I believe it and I believe it with passion. I have had some crappy things happen to me with family and relationships but in time..it has all been fixed and the new occurrences will be too. When your having that day when the world seems to be falling apart, say this to yourself.. know that everything is going to be okay, you have him walking beside you. I have had to deal with a lot of trust issues lately. Wether it be with myself or someone else. We all have a hard time trusting things, for many reasons. And when you begin to shut everything out because of these issues remember that “I trust life not because I trust the world, but because I trust the God who lives in my heart.” That’s what every person needs to live by. That is your answer to all of the trust issues you may have. Nothing or nobody is going to be perfect. Life is going to be amazing one week and crappy the next. Your going to gain wonderful people and then lose some. Your going to have to make difficult decisions and the chances of the outcomes being horrible are likely. But remember there is a plan. Whats hurting you today may not be hurting you tomorrow. Make decisions remembering those three quotes. “What you are today is because of the decisions you made yesterday.”

Deciding the Undecidable...

Have you ever notice life is full of decisions? They are everywhere. All the way from what you’re going to eat for lunch to what you want your profession to be someday. There is hardly anything you can do in life without making a decision about it. I have come to some of the hardest decisions to make and I have decided that no way you take will come out perfect. The only thing that matters is whatever you do; you enjoy it and put all of your heart into it. Take a deep breath and just walk. Wherever you end up in the end is where you’re supposed to be. Notice those leaves falling and the laughter in the halls…Notice every little detail. Don’t be worried about what tomorrow will bring, enjoy today. I did that last week, I enjoyed every day and now I have a whole lot of memories that will always be amazing. We often spend too much time worrying about the whole day that when you get to the end of it and you have time to think…you realize how quick it went. If you keep on that road, in a blink of an eye…a whole year will go by like that. Enjoy those relationships with the people you love. Enjoy those time with friends. Take it all in. One day some of it won’t be there.

Bring on the rain..

Not everything is perfect. Not everything will go the way you want it to. You wont get everything you want and sometimes barely enough of the stuff you need. You will fail. You will hurt. But if you understand that nothing is perfect, that if things go another way then you wanted then maybe it was for a good reason, getting your needs and not your wants will teach you something, your failure will add to your success and your hurt will give you a reason to be happy. Love life. Live life. Dont try to learn life, just enjoy. Take in those moments you cant put into words. Take pictures to capture the memories you never wanna forget. Learn from your mistakes. Always know that in the end, everything will be okay. Cry and laugh. Take in the sun and dance in the rain. Get angry and upset, show that your alive. Go into something hoping for the best but expecting the worst. Enjoy every moment because in a moment everything can change.