Well, hello there.

I haven’t blogged in a while. Maybe it’s the papers upon papers or the lab reports that have keep me away.. or maybe it’s me trying to keep me away from myself. And writing is a part of me.. a big part of it. Have you ever hit the point in your life when you lose yourself? That your so focused on finding out who you are supposed to be that you stray away from who you are? Yeah, that’s me. It’s a work in process. Which really becoming you is always a work in process. Day by day we become different people.. sometimes it’s okay and then there are other times when it is not. Where do you draw the line between growing up and staying true to who you have always been? I think we as humans have the problem with other people. Always wondering what people think. We say we don’t, but in reality we do. I have learned through this stage of becoming who you are.. people will talk. People will really talk.. and you have to learn to let people talk. Because in the end.. God and YOU are who know you best.. not the people in the halls. Do you know how easy it is to hide some of the biggest parts of your life for years? It’s easy.. it’s easy to be someone else to everyone. What’s hard is dealing with you being you inside of yourself. So that’s where I am.. ignoring people, enjoying the wonderful people who have been or have become a huge part of my life, and finding out who I am and who I am supposed to be. If you’re there.. you’re not the only one. I’m not the fourteen year old walking into high school for my first year anymore.. but who am I? Who are you?